I feel like I am in the same boat as the post before me. After a week of prayer I still feel uneasy. I too am waiting for something extra spectacular. Yes many people have passions after prayer but the questions is what next. It becomes very discouraging when people talk about passions but does nothing. My interpretation of passion is that it is a gift from the spirit. We shouldnt be burying that gift just as we shouldnt burying our talents. I hope people continue to strive for the goal and run hard to glorify our Father. He pushes us to make us stronger. Let our suffering be testimony to how much he actually knows we can handle. It is empowering to look at the larger scheme.

As for my own life I feel this school year has been tough in general. As I prepare to also apply for a major this quarter, it has been tough.  Now in the times of finals it become even more stressful as not only school becomes magnified. As I look back on how hard the quarter I see how much of a burden I have been carrying. Not allowing God to take away some of it because I fail to let go. Broken relationships constantly come to my heart as it causes me to stop for moments at a time. The image of the hand gripping on too hard to something starts to bleed. All I can do is wait patiently for what His plan is. We constantly limit God’s power and the plan He has for us. As I wait for the healing to come.

 This song brought tears to my eyes as I look upon God’s immense Love for us. What He does to love us. AS WE WAIT know God is bigger.

Well I’ve heard it said, that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
Well, I never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of calvary

Chorus:
And just to be with you, I would do anything
There’s no price I would not pay, no.
And just to be with you, I would give everything
And I would give my life away, yeah__.

And I’ve heard it said that a man would swim the oceans
Just to be with the one he loves.
But all of those dreams, are an empty emotion.
It can never be done.
Well, I never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea.

Chorus:
And just to be with you, I would do anything
There’s no price I would not pay, no.
And just to be with you, I would give everything
And I would give my life away. Yeah___.

(Bridge)
And I know that you don’t understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sin.
And I know that you don’t realize
how much that I give you
And I promise, well I would do it all again.

Chorus:
And just to be with you, I’ve done everything
There’s no price I did not pay, no.
And just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave My life away, yeah___.
I gave My life away, yeah

And just to be with you.
Oh, just to be with you.
Oh, just to be with you.
Oh, just to be with you.

Third Day “Love Song”